Monday, November 22, 2010


Sometimes when it truly sinks in that we still don't have children I have a loneliness settle over me that is unbearable and suffocating. It makes me feel homesick for the life I thought I'd have at this point - homesick while sitting in my living room. I don't think anyone in my every day life could ever understand. So there it is world.


  1. OK- so I maybe forgot and if I have, I'm super sorry. But are you trying to have kids? If not...why not? Of everyone I know who waited to have kids until they are financially ready... they regret it. You are never financially ready. You wing it and hope for the best. :) I miss you.. :)

  2. I kind of know how you feel. But we are trying hardcore this summer. xoxoxo

  3. Have ya'll considered adopting? There's a ton of kids that need homes. hugs.

  4. I know EXACTLY how you feel. The one where you feel like your stomach is in your throat and someone is squeezing your heart? It will get better. It will get fixed, somehow.

    P.S. I searched for your friend's store and couldn't find it - probably because I am a spaz. Do you have a link?

  5. Thanks Veronica :) Yes it's THAT exact feeling but yes I agree I'm certain that we'll be parents one day somehow.

    Here's a link: